how it hurts me so bad. how i love u too much.

well, this is kind of random. i'm not supposed to write it down right here but i just currently don't have any idea who i can talk to.

this year supposed to be my mighty 20. well IT IS :D.
however the unpredictables happened. his nightmare becomes mine.
now it is worse than no flowers on my graduation day.

i ever wish that i could turn back time, but then i look upon my baby boy and know that GOD HAS THE BEST PLAN. it's just the circle of life :'). maybe i've been on the top for too long, now i have to go down for a while. life is not easy , but u know.. i'm the luckiest girl on earth! :p. i have the best people around me and i know i'll be the best one too. wish me more luck ;)

and for you my dearest. you might not know how it hurts me so deeply. but don't worry i'll try to hold on. i know u've had enough. i hope u know that i had more than enough. but still, i love you. i always do. and i know we can go through this.

ugh. randomness xD