hi again :p

hellooo there.. *ergh. i believe there is no one here anymore.. lol.. this blog has been so dead for like months.. well, whatever, i just feel like writing. xp

okay, actually, i do still check out my blogspot account everyday. yes. everyday. but what i've been doing was just checking on those blogshops updates.. :D. and nothing else.

and now, driven by boredom, i'm here again. writing nonsense .. lol
hmm.. actually i dunno what i'm here for, dun even know what should i write.. =.=

oh yes *finally found a topic. teehee

okay, so i've been addicted to Owl City's songs lately.. been listening to them for hundred times a day.. >.<
and here are my favs song of Owl city.. (err.. i guess i'll just give u the link.. the connection is so lousy. cant download the vid. =.=")

okay so here they are

Fireflies

Rainbow Veins


oh yeeaaa.. FYI only. i'm just married *blush..
and i still cant believe.. i'm only 19 and married.. hahahaha.. what a lucky girl i am :)

and i guess u know who is the lucky guy (or not so lucky guy? lol) if, only IF u do read my whole blog.. xP

yes, he is Panji Azis.. the man i've been dating for like 4 years.. means since i was 15.. :)
and u dont have any idea how happy i am when the most beautiful dream that i havent even dare to dream about comes true.. it's just perfect..

well, i guess i have to go somewhere else.. i have to re-build my farm in farmville.. it is being kinda messed up since i left it alone... XD

okay then, thats all for todayyyyy..

cya <3

dear diary

dear my sweet blog..
i'm so sorry for neglecting u for soooo loongggg.. i didnt mean it, i just didnt have enough time to take care of you.. to tell u stories that i've been through..

well, okay, i'll stop lying now.
i have plenty of time. plentyyy.
but my lazy-ass syndrome was just being too hard to handle. i havent even started my assignment.. the bloody synoptic..

gosh. i really need some inspirations.
i've been playing around too much and i know i'm going to regret every single minute that i spent for nothing. but still.. i dun know why, even i realize there's no much time left, i still cant move on.. someone please help me.. T.T
i really need some lazy-ass theraphy.
can anyone heal me. cure me? please..

lagi2..lagi2..

oke.. hari ini gw ceritanya pake bahasa indonesia yg baik dan benar aja ye.. berhubung sebentar lagi gw bakal ngerjain 2 tugas yg masing2 4000 kata pake bahasa nyamnyam.

mari mulai..
jadi gini ya.. laptop gw tuh sekarang gw taroh di deket jendela gitu.. secara mejanya adanya disitu..(kamar gw biar kata master room tetep aja seupil.. jadi barang2 segede gambreng gabisa ditata ulang sembarangan).. nah.. secara siang2.. maka kaca jendela gw buka,, tapi untuk menghindari pantulan ke laptop, gordennya gw tutup.. dan di deket gorden itu ada bermacam2 barang2..

lalu tiba2 angin bahorok datang.. dan gorden gw pun ikut melambai ke dalem gitu.. terus.. praaaangggg.. lampu tidur merah gw.. pecah.. lagi.. padahal baru aja beli beberapa bulan yg lalu untuk menggantikan lampu tidur kuning yg pecah (juga) gara2 gw senggol.. huahauhauahuahauhaua

bikin gw kesel aja.. orang mau ngerjain assignment aja lagi males setengah mampus.. ini malah bikin kerjaan.. bikin gw beresin beling yg berhamburan di lantai T.T

ckckck.. tapi kalo di inget2.. ini bukan pertama kalinya kejadian menyebalkan semacam itu terjadi di kamar gw..

waktu itu gw pernah lagi asik2 makan abon gloria yg baru gw buka di depan laptop.. terus.. tiba2.. tangan gw kehilangan keseimbangan.. dan.. toplesnya jatoh..huhuhuhuhuu..
menyebabkan setengah kaleng abon itu bertaburan di lantai.. di lantai yg baru aja gw bersihin kemarennya.. T.T

terus waktu itu juga pernah.. gw pergi lupa nutup kaca jendela gitu.. tiba2 ujan deres banget.. pas gw pulang.. banjir kamar gw..nyamnyamnyam

apalagi yah kira2.. gehehe.. ntr deh gw update kalo gw inget..

dadaah :)

learning to be patient

oh, how can i?
maybe the title should be changed into 'learning not to be angry when ppl taking you for granted'
how would u feel if u did a favor for someone and she/he just walked away without saying thank you or anything that represents her/his appreciation.
how would you feel if u pick someone up and at the end she is just walk away as if u were a taxi driver.. not waiting for you to lock up the car, to prepare.. while u did wait for her to prepare..
how would u feel if that shit happened thousand times

am i wrong to be angry??

long time no see XP

heyyaaaa.. missin me? nyahahahaha

i'm here again.. :)

wellwellwell..maybe some of u (or no one T_T) wondering where've i been.. actually i'm here *bluecks.. but i have a new addiction other than updating this blog.. hehe.. online trading it is :)

if u asked me what's my fave web lately.. i'll say it proudly,sadly,truly,madly,deeply (...ly) "IT IS LOWYAT.net".. yeaayyy.. i know u might say i'm lame.. but yeah.. i wish i know it earlier..well actualy.. i know it since long long time ago.. i just couldnt find out whats so interesting about that forum.. but now i knew :)

okay.. so.. my fave subforum called "stuffs for the ladies" i found lots and lots of interesting stuffs there.. and luckily.. i found the cheapest store ever!!! the price is about RM20 in average.. but the minimum order is 10 item T_T..

so.. since i couldnt resist the temptation to get those cute outfits, i gave it a try.. i ordered 10 items which look cute in the pictures.. and i'm shocked..speechless.. when i see the real thing.. 8 of em look totally different from the pic and from what i expected.. aargh.

i was swearing and swearing in the bottom of my heart.. nothing i could say.. the seller was soooo nice and so friendly.. and i couldnt believe he would be cruel enough to deceive me.. damn

actually.. i dun wanna be another deceiver.. but i know i have to.. i got to get my money back .. hiiiiikksss..

so i sell it again in lowyat.. and so far.. lots of ppl interested with them.. probably because they were thinking about the same thing as i was.. and now i'm worried.. sooner or later.. they will swearing at me.. muahahaha.. sorry my lovely buyers.. but this is how cruel the world can be.. T_T..

note: if u r a buyer and u read this.. i suggest u not to buy anything from pre-order boutique.. check out my very own boutique with my very own photos of the items.. i..personally.. wont deceive you..it is a promise!! :)) what u see is what u get :)

forget about those cute models with those cute outfits.. they are fake.. and so does their outfits :P

well.. it is nearly 2am rite now.. and i'm quite drowsy.. i think i need to go to bed soon..

good morning and sweet dreams!!
sleep tite everyone!! -hugs-

paused report :9

ps: this post actually had been written on December 6th.. :P

helloooholaaa..

huaaahhhmmmm... i just woke up and automatically turn on my laptop (as usual.. hehe)
wellwellwell.. last night was fun.. i mean SUPERDUPER fun!!!!.. huhauahuaa.. (sorry to be a bit overacted, i'm excited to share with y'all :P)

okay.. yesterday we r going to seremban 2, the nearest heaven of yesterday.. hauhauahuahua

and the hardest question of everyday is always come out; where to eat? what to eat?
and today.. the answer is sushi king.. yay

here are some camwhoring evidence (some pics are in my darl's phone..hehe)

actually.. there r 5 of us..me,my darl, gerdy, irfan and zee :).. but zee has had her lunch and decided to shop around..

poor irfan.. he didnt get captured...muahahahhaa

okayokay.. there's only few pics we took there.. we were busy eating.. hahaha..
bloody starving :P

umm.. after lunch.. we were going directly to the cinema to watch transporter 3.. and it was awesome.. not as awesome as bolt tho.. hehe.. bcos i'm not really into action movies..

the transporter 3 was awesome bcos...

bcos..

bcos

Jason Statham was there.... awwwww...

dont know him??
lemme let u know..

he is the 'death race' man.. hehehehe..

well.. to be honest.. he isnt really handsome... he's just.. hawt!! ..huahauhauhauaa.. *flirt :P

continued..
done with the transporter 3.. we went to greenbox to grab another happy hour XD
we record some vids.. but sadly.. i cant upload em here.. bcos all of em r in my darl's phone.. hehe

the fun-trip doesnt stopped there.. we watched BOLT after.. :)

and it was super-awesome!!!.. i love it!! XDXD
cute puppy
fatty hamster
not-so-cute cat but however... i love her too :p

cute.. arent they?

the best day of the year!! :)

yaayyyyy..
i'm soooooooooooooo happyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy...
december 7th was my bday.. and guess what..
my darl and my friends gimme a superduper lovely surprise!! :)

ouch.. that makes me soo speechless..

i was opening my apartment door and BOOM.. they make noises with something noisy (DUH!) and shouted.. "HAPPY BDAY"
aawww...

wellwell,, i dunno whats the name of that tiny-noisy thingy.. hehehe.. but it was making me kinda shocked.. especially its smell.. hehe... it smells like something burnt..

after that.. a really eye-catching cake appeared.. pinky cake with a 'dangdut' rose on it..huahauhauahauhauahua..

here it is;

and ofcoz.. i gave the first slice to my darl :)
and the second slice belongs to mongki ;p

i thought the surprise is done.. till i smell something fishy when someone suddenly asked me to open my room..

i know i know.. my face is really whatever.. but.. other pics are even worse..
hahahahhah..

and guess what i found!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

a super-big mashimaro doll.. aaaaaaawwww..
and a big big bean bag :)

i was surprised.. really surprised.. and HAPPYYYYYYYYY...
yaayyyy... that was the best bday EVER.. :P

well.. lemme give u a bonus pic.. (WARNING!! adult material!!)

wot the fork.. he's trying to r*** my present.. T_T
(my face is really got to be censored.. bcoz i look sooo freakin shocked and whatever)

done with the presents.. we were chillin out for a while :)

mongki's room

living room
kevin is trying to teach me how to play black jack..
while i was playing with the flexible cow alarm clock :P

about an hour after.. we were planning to have some supper.. hehe.. but i'm not ready to treat them (i didnt know there will be such surprise :P) .. soooo... they paid their own bills.. hahahahahahahaha






well well well.. i dunno what else to write.. all that i know is that night was amazing and surprising and lovely and beautiful and (name it).. huahauhauhauahauahua

thanks to everyone for the beautiful night and surprise..
and ofcoz.. thanks to my darl :)

i knew i'm the luckiest girl to have u.. :)
i couldnt say anything more but i love u so much.. too much
*speechless


a big thanks for my darl and my bestfriends and everyone who remember my bday :)
thank thanks thanks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i really dunno what else to say.. hehe